Sunday, July 23, 2006
PaLms DowN BiaTcH!!
11.43 am
shit, aint im too early to be in the library?? came back from my morning run.. now wat kind of punishments shud i giv my dumbass trainees?? vote:-
-push-ups amounting to the number of alphabets in my name? (Physical Training Field Instructor Special Constabulary Muhammad Farhan Bin Rohim)
-jumping jacks 20 counts of 36?? (dude, 20 x 36 is like = 720 jumps)
-run laps around the parade square while singing the full song of BoA's Daikishimeru
-name all of my friends in friendster while doing crunches??
damn i love F.I life..
i missed my fellow EcHo's.
i missed NerDy
I missed Dancing
I missed her
Fuck the Art House crap
shit, im entangled with decisions on my future..
shud i draw or direct?? aaargh!!! Kang Ni says im not cut out for directing.. bt i wouldnt made it to the art house if thats the case right??? bt i cock up on that day.
DraW?
hmmm....
all messed up;
1:52 AM
Monday, November 28, 2005
"Hey, i'll call you back later..."
I fucking hate it when people always says "Hey, i'll call you back later" but in the end they never.
i fucking hate that shit! What do you guys take me for?! a fool?!
You made me wait for your call till i get fucking pissed!!!
Do you know when you say that it's the same as lying?!
Have you ever heard me say that to you?!
COZ I DONT LIE TO YOU!!
when i want to stop the conversation, i politely say 'i wanna go sleep' or 'i gotta go' or even better 'call you next time/tomorrow'
I NEVER SAY "Hey, i call you back later..." FUCK THAT PHRASE!!
DO NOT EVER SAY THAT UNLESS YOU REALLY WILL CALL BACK!!
You say you hate liars!! Well, everyone does!! if you hate liars, then dont lie!
So, from now on, if you ever say "hey, i'll call you back later" i gonna fucking blow up on you!!
And i'm not joking..
all messed up;
1:43 AM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
The Psychos (Now Showing)
YEA! IT'S OUT! IT'S FINALLY OUT!! THE PSYCHOS IS SHOWING!! WATCH IT HERE:-
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=m-XJgQf8kpQ
all messed up;
2:14 AM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Heart Break
im heartbroken...stress...depressed...angry....
Heartbroken
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i'm sad.... the girl of my dreams...has got a boyfriend..
and its not me.... how can she even- wat the fucking hell,
i've been hinting to her! cant she just understand me?!
we've been friends for so long... we talked with each other
on the phone.. i just... i cant believe that
she's attached now... i'm fucking depressed...
Stress
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wat the fucking hell... i wanna kill myself..
i havent had a good sleep for 3 days...
i've slept for only 2-3 hours..
i have to rehearse my rap.
i have to complete 3 drawings for the competition
i have to complete 5 big drawings for my grad.
i have to help out in the kitchen.
all these is killing me... I CANT STAND!!
CANT YOU UNDERSTAND!!! I FUCKING HATE THIS!!
Anger
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I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING!! I FUCKING HATE THE THREE BITCHES
IN MY CLASS!! SO WAT IF YOU HAVE A BF!! DON FUCKING ACT CUTE WITH
ME YOU BITCH!! WHO ARE YOU TO CALL ME LAME?! ARE THAT FUCKING
SLOW IN THE BRAIN?! DONT ACT MATURE HERE LA! YOUR FUCK FACE MAKES
ME PUKE!! I DONT EVEN HOW YOU CAN GET BOYFRIENDS!! I BET THOSE
FAGS ONLY WANTS TO LICK YOUR PUSSY WHIP BITCHES!!! FUCK YOU!!
FUCK YOU ALL!!! FUUUUCCCKKKK YOOOUUUUU!!! I HATE EVERYTHING!!
I FUCKING HATE THIS!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!
WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS!!!!!
ALLL OF YOUUU!!!!!!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAARRRGGGGHHH!!!!!!!
all messed up;
1:20 AM
Monday, October 31, 2005
pontianak hunting..
gosh, it's been a long time since i went pontianak hunting..
my usual hunting spot, Lim Chu Kang Cemetery is no longer
fun..
i think the spirits there know me already.. but still, no
pontianaks in sight.. only smell and heard..
i need that cloth badly!! i wanna be invincible!
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all messed up;
10:32 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
bored... tired...
i'm bored at nights...
yesterday alexcia went clubbing wit her parents..
wah, so young already clubbed...
was planning to call selina, but fell asleep instead. haha
and woke up finding her sms..
sorry i dozed off...
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today, found out this morning.. CHELSEA LOST TO CHARLTON!! OMG!!
i cant believe it!! Petr Cech couldnt possibly concede!! damn it! i was rooting for
Chelsea..
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today is the last day of my filming.. haha
finishing soon.. gonna post it up when its
editted and done. woo~
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all messed up;
12:14 PM
Friday, October 21, 2005
WooHoo~!!
yea! i'm happy that alexcia's mum likes my drawing..
although it looks kinda abysmal..
here it is: --> 
i was rushing to finish it so its not my best..
well, I promise to draw a better one next time!!
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well, right now having digital painting.. have to colour this pic
right here:-->

yea baby, it's the thief from mapless story,
de-chibi-nised!!
fret not, i'll post the finished result soon.
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yesterday, my girl friends and the other two xiao chongs, ZuL and Alex,
went to da Toys 'R' Us at Suntec.
yea, yea i wasnt there coz i had fever...
wat the hell...


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all messed up;
2:47 PM